awful beautiful

i love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful beautiful life.

things have been INSANE lately
well, basically i put off my essays till last week and theyre kicking my butt.
due tomorrow; two 4,000 word essays
one for african american literature, the other for the writings of mary shelley.
both not so great at the moment.
they need a LOT of polishing
when did i decide this whole being an english major thing was a good idea?
ive never spent so much time in the library in my life...put together.
but i'll be grand tomorrow once theyre turned in

anyhow, rewind to last friday.
UCD BALL.
it was complete and utter madness.
i loved every second of it :)
a bunch of us met at maeve's at 12.30 for cocktails. we made sex on the beach, strawberry passionfruit daiquiris, appletinis, an attempt at pina coladas, and some random drink with all the rest of the ingredients put together. oh and some kopparberg cider. it was AMAZING.
we got to UCD around 4 or so
by then it was sprinkling, but luckily we didnt get full fledged rain till a bit later.
and OMG was it amazing!!!
s club were there...you know, the once-was s club 7
they were faaaaantaaastic!!!
and some other bands id never heard of but were pretty dec' all the same.
by about 11pm it was absolute downpour so we headed to paddy's house to chill for a bit
all in all, it was amazing
wish we had it more often! weekly would be stellar! haha

saturday is a combined birthday party for 3 of my lacrosse friends and i.
cuz ya know
im abouts to be old!
9 days to be exact. lol
WOW time flies.
21 is ollllllddddd.
or maybe i just have an issue with getting older. haha
but anyhow. party on saturday so ima go getta new outfit, maybe even a dress (shocking, i know) on wednesday so i look somewhat decent for my party!

other than that and exams starting up next week, there isnt a whole lot new here
well, i have an exam on my actual birthday so thats pretty frustrating, but hey thats life. atleast its not the day after, thatd be worse! atleast i can go out nd enjoy my birthday :)

THEN oly spamoly comes over to ireland on the 16th
scotland on the 19th
then england
then france
then back to london for the night
THEN HOME.
im excited but sooooooo sad to be leaving ireland.
it always seemed like id have so much time here but now that im leaving it doesnt seem long enough
i cant wait to come back and live here for a bit
who knows
maybe forever
i love ireland

so this summer
moving back up to belligham
well, i'll be with the fam for about a week and a half/2 weeks when i first get back
but then its bellingham
taking summer classes
hopefully finding work at the YMCA or up in bellis fair mall
bellingham in the summer is going to be amazing. i cant wait.
and i REALLY cant wait to drive again. i miss that like WHOA.
sunglasses on, windows down, music WAY up.
yep. its gonna be great.
:)

well i think thats just about all the update i have in my life right now.
pretty exciting overall id say
exciting as in the little things like being nearly done with junior year!!!
but afterall, in life its the little things that count :)

well, until next time
peace out gangstas.
xx